My moment of "sanity"

Everyone hears of the Army Wife,
Her trials, sacrifices, and devoted life.
She is strong, she is brave, and she is loving indeed,
Standing by her man in his time of need.

But what of others in a similar situation,
Who have made being an army girlfriend their main occupations?
We suffer many of the same trials and many of the same fears
Without the security of future years.

Will there be peace or will there be war?
I try to be hopeful but it’s hard to ignore.
The world seems to be falling apart
When to a soldier you have given your heart.

My love runs too deep to escape from it now.
I hope to be together somewhere, somehow,
When his duty is over and our life can begin.
I wonder if it will happen but don’t question when.

The many heartbreaks and times that I weep
When he makes promises the Army can't keep.
But we've have learned so much together and come so far.
Others warn me not to fall in love but I'm already there.

His job is ever-changing and takes him far away.
I think of him always and pray every day–
For his safety, his courage, and his love for you
That he may remain steadfast, loyal, and ever true.

Nothing is sure and nothing is set in stone…
Except that he will leave again and you will be alone,
Holding tightly to your dreams of a future together
When you will at last be able to say the word “forever.”

Tears have become anything but a stranger.
They fall freely in sadness, loneliness, and anger.
But he will never know because you will never tell.
You’ve learned to hide your misery only too well.

Only eight months... That doesn’t sound like so long.
The letters and phone calls keep your love going strong,
Even when they are few and far between,
In them, his love for me can clearly be seen.

So I'll keep my chin up and a smile on my face.
He is protecting our freedom and keeping us safe.
His heart is strong and his love is true
And I wont ever forget that he is missing me too.