My moment of "sanity"
Hmmm... I am "learning" alot about myself, and hopefully through this blog I will be able to finally "understand" myself. I will be co-contributing this article with Adrian. He is currently deployed a world away from me in Iraq. (Serving in Operation Enduring Freedom) Rather than pour my thoughts and feelings into a personal journal, I decided to share my daily world with others...
I'm missing Adrian more today than I could have ever imagined. When I think about his smile and the way his hand feels in mine, I tear up, even after this time. I don't know what I did to deserve someone like him. Since the moment we first saw each other, he has put me on a pedestal. And for a long time now, I fought being up there because I thought, surely, things would change. Well, so far they haven't. I am still his number one everything and he makes me feel how I imagine a newborn baby feels wrapped up in a blanket: secure, warm, loved, protected, adored, in the hands of God, at complete peace with the world. And there is no better feeling.So today I just want to thank him for the best months of my life. I can't wait for 100 more years.
I'm missing Adrian more today than I could have ever imagined. When I think about his smile and the way his hand feels in mine, I tear up, even after this time. I don't know what I did to deserve someone like him. Since the moment we first saw each other, he has put me on a pedestal. And for a long time now, I fought being up there because I thought, surely, things would change. Well, so far they haven't. I am still his number one everything and he makes me feel how I imagine a newborn baby feels wrapped up in a blanket: secure, warm, loved, protected, adored, in the hands of God, at complete peace with the world. And there is no better feeling.So today I just want to thank him for the best months of my life. I can't wait for 100 more years.
