Dealing with the days...

16 days? Why does it seem like it has been so much longer than that? It’s hard to believe that only 16 days have passed since I’ve seen Adrian…He left Indianapolis on April 12th, but actually left the U.S. on April 18th. There hasn’t been a day that I haven’t wished that we could go back to the 9th. As they say, hindsight is 20/20. You don’t really know what you have until it’s gone.

There is so much going through my head… He truly spoils me. I worry about so much, and before I can really talk to him about it, he calms my fears in a way that only he can.
But I won’t go into that right now… mainly because I could speak on that for hours…

So far Adrian and I have gotten to speak daily, and sometimes twice a day. I worry about the cost, and he tells me not to. … (I hope that we don’t regret it later) But for now, I’m floating on Cloud 9. I sent him a few cards and a book last Thursday (4/23) and he hasn’t received it to date, but Ill be patient. I’m sending another package off today, mainly just some goodies and a few things that I thought he might enjoy.. We will see. It just makes me feel like I can actually do something for him, maybe it’s just my way of taking care of him.

I wrote earlier about how he and I were going to attempt to work on “the Love Dare” together, well as I started the book, it almost seems silly for both of us to work on it at the same time. Almost as if we would be expecting and/or assuming one another’s moves. Maybe we will try something else. I've looked at many sites online hoping to find something interesting... Nothing has jumped out as of yet... I have another blog that I've been working on, but its a bit personal so I’m not sure when Ill actually post it. Just pray that I find the courage to follow all that I proposed…